It’s impossible to describe the sensation you feel walking the Red Carpet. As I walked in with my stunning Dress and a good friend “stimulating” fall short while “a great high” turns art into drug lingo. Creating films that entertain people is a bold enough achievement. Creating films that make people orgasm is pure indulgence.
I was up for the Porn Star Awards on Second Life. Nominated for Best Anal Scene, Best Couple, and Best Editor in a Second Life porn movie put us in the “good seats.” Squeezing the tits of half the Best Actress nominees is a pleasure they should make mandatory in the Oscars. Lol joking.
Left to Right Director and Porn Star Alex Latino, Director and Porn Star CeCe Luminos, and Porn Star Krystal Pearl
This year, the advancements in software and locations brought our films up to a whole new level. You can seriously get lost in the erotic scenes now. I was imagining questions that would be brought up by reporters like why she loves this so much, of which I would reply, “A dozen men secretly came up to tell me that I was their first Tranny sex, and it was so good they finally got the balls to go for it in real life.” I really do change their whole world. And you can’t always do that in other jobs in Second Life.
Left to Right Guest Unknown, Director/Artist Pixie Rain, and Porn Star Emmanuelle Jameson
The only down side was going to the restrooms. They should have learned from last year to double the stalls in the bathrooms. It’s impossible for anyone to take a pee when all the space is used up for fucking between stars.
When the awards came up, I didn’t win. But just to be included among the best-respected Directors is a huge step for any Tranny movie stars and Directors. Hundreds of movies are made each year, yet only a few dozen get awards for them. It was a high point of my career, and I hope to return next year with the latest I’ve learned up on the screen and take home a statue.
Left to Right Porn Star Arwen Juneberry, Porn Star Jinx Jensen Director and Porn Star Serenity Kristan
You can see by the pictures this was a dressy event with an emphasis on sexy, even slutty clothes for the girls and Tranny’s. lol no It was all ELEGANT Find us throughout Second Life. Go in to a casting, I’d love to show you the couch. Maybe And I’m sure that my actors or any other tranny Porn Stars or Producers can’t wait to show you the best of both worlds.
Left to Right Porn Star Kai Barineaux, Director and Porn Star Bert Jedburgh, and Porn Star CeCe Luminos
Have to give Scooby Mode credit for his porn parodies/Comedy. He by far is one of the best Director when it comes to comedy. I managed to play a small part-cameo appearance if you will as a stripper at the dance club.There is an ongoing list of well known porn stars
You would think it’s great, and sexy, to be haunted by a sex drive that always is on fire. Yes, it does make for unbelievable sex. And my lovers never want to leave me, once they get a taste of it. With a body like mine, I don’t even get a reprieve on my own. I look at it a few times, and it is almost like I can feel the cum a cock would create just to have me fuck and suck it, and it turns me on so much my mind becomes obsessed with sex. In fact, I have to accept over and over that I am created for sex, just like a shark is created to constantly move forward and do what he does best. Yet, I had decided that maybe I should hold back? Maybe I should try to balance out the voices in my head that keep telling me that my mouth is made for sucking, and that I know what to do with a cock better than anyone. On top of that, so many people know me, know of my sexploits. They knew I fucked the hottest opposite sex around. But no one knew of my growing craving for TGirl sex.
Big cocks and tits on the same package? And, I was having more sex with women. Some people like my family would not understand the Tgirl part. In fact a lot of business people I see daily wouldn’t. They love me for being sexy, but maybe I want to re-create my image into something non sexual. So, I planned to stay in. And so far, it is working, though ,well, earlier all I could do was masturbate for hours upon hours, playing with my pussy and tits.
With that in mind, I figured that I would watch television and go to bed early, and wake up early. I got these flashes in my mind, of cocks, and oooooOOO I could feel them and taste the cum. But I was going to stay in. Despite the voices in my head that kept on talking about how great it would be to go out and get the sex I am designed to get. I was holding out, I had done that before. And that’s when the call came. Ring-ring.
“Hello?” I answered. “I know all about your uncontrollable sex life, your needs, your new obsessions, and all your dirty secret exercises you do all the time to increase your addiction to sex and orgasms.” I thought maybe this is my ex ex or some dude that lives nearby. So I said, “Yeah, right, and, you also know what type of underwear I put on this morning.” “White and pink Victoria Secret bra with a red thong, but you switched that to black cuz your started to taste your own sex juices and made the panties fill with pussy pudding.” Holy shit! I rush to the window and don’t see anyone. In fact, no one can see into my place like that. “Okay, who are you? If you’re the landlord, I’m suing you for hidden camera.” He replies, “You need to go out, you need it, you need what is in your mind. I know, because I don’t just spy on you, I read your mind.” This made me gasp and nervous, but some reason I was touching my pussy, making it wet.
“Then what am I thinking right now?” Without hesitating, he says, “Your don’t want to sleep, it’s too early, and tv won’t keep you entertained, and you’ve masturbated all you can today. You want cock and cum. But you’re afraid that you’ll like it so much, especially from Tgirls, that you’ll do more and more of it every day and might be seen.” “Oh my God, how did you know that?” He calmly replied, “I’m inside your head, I’m with you all the time, and you don’t even see me. But I’ll tell you something, I know you can’t resist the call to awaken, you happy cumslut, and let yourself enjoy some time acting like a whore.” I felt that I should be offended, but, he’s right. “Well, I’m staying in, it’s the smart thing to do, especially with someone stalking me like you.” “Hah, you’ve been wanting a call like this, something to make you go out and do it. You have to give in to this some day, you won’t last long holding back the sex you’re programmed to do. I dare you to go. In fact, I know that even knowing that I will follow you around, and you can’t spot me, you’ll still be unable to resist those voices in your head telling you to fill your mouth with cum.”
I should have hung up on him, but, I kept on listening. “There are bars you already went to, full of the girls you crave, that you can suck. And there are places you can go for a lot of men, that seem to have almost magical ways to build up orgasm after orgasm. Addicting you to more. And there are even girls with cocks you can call, and men, to go to their homes and get what you need. I’mt telling you this so you know that I know the desire will build every hour until you get it. And I’ll wait, for tonight you won’t hold out any longer. You have my words in your head and you’ll have to go out and get it, it’s too much for you to resist.” I could feel he was right, my body was raging with oversex drive now from his talk. So he then gets real quiet and says, “Listen carefully. Tonight is your night. Your night to prove to me how much sex your new world can make you take. It’s your reason to live now, and you need to show yourself and me why you’re falling into the addiction so deeply you can’t live any more without giving in. It’s time to awaken to your new world and enjoy all the kinky things you’ve been reading about. You can’t stop it, you won’t stop it, and you will want me watching you. “ I said, “I’m not letting you watch.” He said, “Not only do you not have a choice, you will get so turned on to show me just how hot your sex is, if you succeed in impressing me, I’ll never slow you down again, I’ll keep your secret, and even help you go out more for hot sex.”
I was so confused, I didn’t want to be so manipulated. So I said, “I think maybe tonight isn’t the night, I can stay in.” Even though I was so wet and loving the taste of it. “We shall see how long you can hold out. I will give you some time, and can guess what words will go through your mind. And then, I’ll give you another call and see if you can still resist.”
Wow, that was so intense and scary but also sexy. I was so sexed up . I had to lie down and started to masturbate, but then I figured he was watching and stopped. But then it turned me on, so I went for it and licked up all this great orgasmic juice. “That’s gotta be enough, it usually is, I can just stay home and maybe bubble bath.” So I turned on the tv, but in seconds, I had these words in my mind. “You want cock and cum.” I was tense so some voice said, “Make yourself have a drink.” And as soon as I started drinking, these hot flashes of sex hit me and my mind got very confused and light headed. I tried to do some paperwork, but I would see cocks in all the images. Nice thick cocks to suck. I would look at myself in the mirror, and for some reason would say the word, “Whore.” I would look at a magazine, and see pictures of tits, and want to suck them so bad, but then instantly want to suck cocks. Lots of them. Then the phone rang again.
“It’s Tranny Whore Time. You want it. Go.” I was going to hang up, but I listened until he repeated it a few times, then said, “Hah, I know what’s happening in your mind, and I know how this will end. You will be so glad you gave in and showed me who is in control.” Click.
I tried to calm down but my sex drive kept on escalating. Then the phone rang again.
“You have been wanting a call like this, so accept it. It’s going to work and take over. I’ve seen what you can do, and want to do. Go out. I dare you, and bet that you will get into it so much that your new life will be sneaking out at night and getting all the sex you can. If I’m right, then, I won’t bug you any more, I’ll even help you.” Hearing that, I said “Okay, deal.” Then he said, “I’ll even help you out. I will get you some numbers to call, and they all want you. I know they do. If one answers, or calls you back, then, you can go right to her and have the sex you can only get with help like this. And when you are finished, if there is money involved, I will make sure you have enough to pay what it costs. Soon they will pay you for it, like all whores get paid for their time.” There didn’t seem to be a down side, so I said, “Yeah, okay, I’ll go out, but, I don’t want you bugging me or being obvious if I’m going for it.” “No, I’ll be almost invisible, only you will know I’m here. Now go and get all the cock you want.”
He was so right. I had to accept that I had no control over it. I got dressed in my sexiest outfit, showing a lot of tit and ass. Short skirt, low cut top. I wanted men’s mouths to open wide for them and take it. In a daze I drove to some bars I know. But I didn’t want to go into them. I got another call from him, “Follow the trail, drink the drink, suck the cock.” Then … I had this vision, a flash of a woman in a white fur coat. And for some reason, I drove to this new area. I know that there is a Glory Hole here next to that theater. I’m going ahead with this now and he’s gonna love it as much as I do.
As I walked into the place, I looked around for him, but he was no place to be seen, he must be hiding in the dark unable to do anything in my world. I went in, and the place was cleaner than I thought. But I didn’t care, I was there for one reason. To suck cock. Lots of it. I went in, and it felt so natural to get on my knees. I knew he was watching, and I was going to give him a show. A big cock came through the hole and I stroked it to get hard and began sucking. Mmmm, that was the best experience ever, for some reason, I loved it more than any cock I ever sucked.
I was going into a frenzy, and knowing he was spying on me make it hotter. He can’t stop me, no one can, as I felt the cum start to ooze out. I opened my mouth wide and swallowed a huge dose, it went down so warm into my stomach. And when it did, suddenly I felt waves or orgasmic pleasure in my pussy. Suddenly I was cumming too, and that never happened like that before.
I instantly knew this forced sex was going to take over my life. Another cock appeared and I began sucking it harder and faster and was needing that cum. Mmm, yes, when it exploded, the effect of taking over my life was greater.
In a few minutes, suddenly I was in my car, and driving. I don’t remember the other cocks, but my mouth was worked, and I had this hand full of money. And I was driving to I don’t know where … until the phone rang again. I heard a voice say, “It was so sexy to watch you. I want you to do this for me all the time, I’ll just shrink into the shadows and watch. The money is from me, you know you might need to spend it later on someone very special that is helping to complete tonight.” He hung up, before I could ask him anything. I went into a deeper trance. Then another call came in. I immediately said, “I’m not finished sucking for the night,.”
But instead of his voice, I heard another voice, “Wonderful to hear, I know just what to fill your mouth with.” I heard the feminine voice before and was swooning. “Performance under pressure. Sucker. Closing Time. All of this is my command to Experiment. Make her call the number in the picture and complete everything I need to control you.” I almost had an orgasm hearing this. The phone went CLICK, and then, I was thinking, what does she mean? I think looked on the seat next to me. A Picture of a sexy Tgirl with huge tits and cock. I don’t remember putting it in the car, so he must have while I was not paying attention. Good boy.
I called the number, and a sexy voice came on. Within a few sentences, I had the address. I got there, and the hottest Tgirl answered, dressed in lingerie. Her tits looked as good as mine. I got a nice French Kiss from her, as she admired my body, and said, “Once you suck me, you will complete your addiction and there isn’t anything you can do about it.
You will suck at least one Tranny cock per day, some days as many as 6. It all depends on who controls you.” I heard this, and was so lost in my need to suck her tits and cock, that I just nodded and got on my knees. She let me suck her nipples first. She said, “That’s right, suck the nipple, then suck the cock. Until all you want is my cock and its cum and then it will be forever this way.” I would go from her nipple to her cock and back again. Then suddenly all I wanted was cock.
Her balls were so full, she overflowed my cumslut mouth with tasty cum I swallowed. But right then, another cock was cumming. I knew that it was the stalker, he was stroking his cock and sucking my tits now, and in seconds his cock was emptying out in my mouth. I got him so off, he just collapsed and slept.
She said that next time she will have a few girls for me to suck. I had this money, and paid her, and had a lot left over.
As I drove home, I stopped to deposit some of the money some place, and then got to my place. I felt better about my life and sex than ever before.
I was so ready to do it again tomorrow. I didn’t see or hear from my Stalker all night or the next morning. All I know is that I’m ready to do it again … I just need that call.
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“NEEDED: BIG THROBBING COCK THAT CAN CUM ON COMMAND AND PENETRATE EVERY HOLE – BEST PAY IN THIS WORLD.”
That’s what came out of my mouth – I mean my mind – for my next casting.
The best perk of being me – a sexy shemale producer of porn – is that it makes getting big hard cocks to fuck and suck as easy as picking up the telephone or putting an ad in the Internet. Sometimes the ads state that this is for a porn film, that I will then show to get money out of people that make it possible to get even more cock. There are of course people behind me that get their share. Porn has always been the best of all vices in how it makes money. And the truth is, that like most people in porn, I love it! It’s not like some sad story, I am so so grateful for the ones that made this possible. So everyone should profit, with money and the satisfaction that they are pushing me deeper into my life of living for sex and cocks. They truly do love creating me. And look at you all.
You love getting to fuck me, or follow my exploits as I go into bars, glory holes, and have all my dirty adventures. The people that set up this life for me, and that push me to perform more, building the addiction, are doing it for you. They’re very imaginative when it comes to figuring out ways for me to get more cock and experience more. So when the idea to create my own porn company on the side of my other obligations, then as the star, I would get to live out this life and satisfy a number of purposes all at once.
Now that it’s in the stages of preparing to really be doing porn every day, this is when I get to make calls for casting. Having to read the scripts all day makes me so horny I used to have to go out and have sex a few hours each evening to release the tension. But that ended up not being enough. But then why would that worry me? I’m casting for porn! I can set it up so that I get my sex and do my job at the same time.
Most porn scripts are wild. And I love how some men come to me and get my big surprise as part of the audition. Half the men in porn are bisexual, but I like getting the ones who are straight and being the first one to be so tempting that they have to try their first she-male cock. Today was going to be one of those days.
The “Throbbing Cock” was just a phone call away. I had felt my sex drive building for hours. I tried to work, but it was there nagging me, telling me how much it needed cock. I had seen pictures of him – strong muscles, big bulge in the pants, light skinned black man about 30. I hadn’t thought of casting a black man for this role, but then when I asked him to send me cock pictures before I call him in for a casting, the image of that incredible hard on with all its veins bulging out, I could feel the pulsing blood as my mouth opened and my mind switched to what it really wanted to do.
All I did was make the call, and told him the address. The rest was going to happen and it was going to be slutty and fulfill me – no way around it once we hung up.
30 minutes. I plan to see how far he likes to go. The best thing for me is a stunt cock that knows more about how to fuck a “girl like me” than I do. I get ready by changing into one of my tight outfits. My own cock was leaking cum constantly as its programmed to do so from all the sex I’ve had – sort of programs cum into my hard drive. He still doesn’t know that I’ve got “something extra” for him.
Knock-knock. Oooo, my tits look so good when I strut to the door, flesh bouncing, making my cock hard. When the door opens, his eyes just stare at my cleavage, the nipples held back by a tight bra and low cut top. “Drink? I have vodka and tequila.” We both go for Vodka. All around the room are reminders to me that this is all about sex. Pictures, music in the background, and the sound track from a porno playing off the computer.
We go to the casting couch area. I can see his cock getting hard already, and all I know is that I need to get fucked. The audio sounds are driving me crazy.
His name is Ron. And when I question him, he says his cock shoots huge streams of cum, and can do three to four an hour. When I said that I can do two or three, he says he could make me ensure that I’d get more than enough orgasms.
I love how he looks at my tits, and I squeeze them together to get his mind on wanting to suck them. And my mouth wants to suck his cock. I put my hand on his leg, and he gets hard in a few seconds. This is really so out of control, I need that cock to do every slutty thing I dreamed about, and I need it now!
I pull his mouth to mine and we start deep kissing, until I move his mouth down to my tits. My hand is stroking his cock, making it super hard in his pants. God, it is so sexy to feel a cock grow in my hands. His mouth is sucking up my tits. Yes, go for it. I want you to give in and get that mouth sucking. You won’t be able to resist what I put into it next.
I get his pants undone, and get his cock out. The head is so big that I have trouble putting it into my mouth. I suck it and then give him a deep French kiss of his own pre cum. He loves it, so he is open to my cum. His balls are huge, I know he’ll cum a lot, as I massage them I can feel it building up.
I can’t hold back any more, I want his cock in my mouth and mine in his. I move his hand to my hard on and his eyes open wide, I’m sucking his cock, but he can’t stop, I’ve got him now, hard and needing to cum. My mouth is too talented, he’s going to give me that cock in all the ways I want it. “Suck it! Suck shemale cock! This movie is about you as a male whore, sucking she male cock and taking shemale cock up your ass. Show me how much you want the role!” I say over and over.
In seconds he’s got me on top of him, and I’m sucking his huge cock while he sucks mine. God, his cock pours out the sweetest pre cum. I can’t get enough. He knows how to suck cock, not as a pro, but good enough, considering this is maybe his first time with a T-girl. I 69 with him, our cocks both being sucked at the same rhythm.
God his cock is so huge it’s filling me completely. I love how black men take over and rule me with their cocks. I’m just a cumslut, and I need their cocks and cum.
Now I want it up my ass! I lean over the railing in the office and he comes up behind me, pushing it in with a strong steady pressure and push. Yes, give me cock all the way up to your balls! I love it. I never knew how much my ass loved a good fucking until I got to be totally shemale. Totally tits and cock and ass.
Now, he’s fucking me like I need to be fucked to remind me why I wanted this in the first place. His hard cock, ramming my ass, making my cock hard and pour out cum all over as it waves in the air. God, I’m having a total anal orgasm! I blow my load in my hand and make him lick it off.
I force him to sit down and I fuck him, back door style, then turn around and sit so he can suck my tits. “Yes, suck them, that’s what got you here, and now I’m taking over and making you suck me and fuck me.” I loved being in control. Now I want his cum to taste. I can’t wait until my movies make other guys and girls get their mouthful and ass full of black cock.
I get on my knees and start to suck his huge cock. He only lasts a minute before this long steady stream of cum flows into my mouth. I put my nipples in his mouth to lock in the experience and tell him, “ Next time you want tits, you will think of me, and come here and milk my cock dry and then let me make you cum, addicting you to me more each time. And I’m going to make you a porn star, fucking and sucking every day, and paying money for it.” He is so addicted to my tits and cum already all he can do is say “Yes, I want more”.
His glorious cock is milked dry. But I could still use his mouth for the day. We’re casting other roles. I think I will keep him around to suck off and fluff the men who come to me for porn, so that he knows how much cock cums with this porn life he wants to live.
So until next time I go out and search for cock, remember that you can’t stop thinking of tits and cock, and the place to go, the life to live, is my life, with me, letting me pervert you until you enter my world and live the porn life you hahttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gifve been designed to live.